The blessing power of an enlightened Master should be kept in our bag, to be used for ourselves alone, and not to be leaked or hidden away. It should be digested. If you speak about it in public, it means that you cannot digest this power. Talking about your inner experiences will create a lot of maya hindrances for you. If you have any good experiences, you can write them down. Or you can talk to Master if you cannot digest them.
You should still practice diligently and not rely completely on Master's power. Otherwise it is not nutritious for you , nor is it fair.. Spiritual practice is not only for our own good; we should think about all beings and this world and share our spiritual energy with them.
If you learn with Master, you should become a Buddha and be liberated from life and death in one lifetime. You should cleanse the karma you have accumulated life after life, including your fixed karma, in just one lifetime. Therefore, you will change very, very fast, so fast that sometimes you cannot bear it. But this is how it should be, because we have to cleanse the karma we have accumulated life after life, cleanse our fixed karma and new karma that is created each day. With so much karma to be cleansed, how can we not work fast?